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volatile times - Seraphina - 03-17-2018
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heavy is the head that wears the crown The fires are out, and the bodies burned with them; the Davke have run back to the sands or hunted down and left for dead. For a breath, the silver thinks, as she stands on the battlements, staring out at the rolling dunes of golden sand stretching out endlessly towards the horizon, the devastation has passed, but it has passed through like a hurricane. The storm is gone, but now she knows that the wake will never be over. The dead will remain dead, and what was destroyed – a hundred year’s history and every tool that enabled her people to survive in a merciless desert that was ravenous for their blood – can never be brought back. She is left like the smell of smoke that still clings to the capitol. She remains. She remains, even though she has never wished more desperately to run away in all her life. Her troubled dreams taste like blood and death, and, no matter where she looks, she is reminded of her failure, of the people she could not save, the people that deserved far better than this, hunted down and slaughtered in their own homes. Unjust. Merciless. She has never thought herself righteous, and perhaps she is not, but she aches for them. She aches for the children, for the elderly, for the innocent – for those who could not defend themselves, for those who she could not protect. Perhaps it is her soldier’s training at work, the part of her that was beaten and broken into absolute loyalty to her court’s defense. Perhaps it is something more sentimental than that, too, but, if it is, she does not want to let it in. If this has finally been enough to stir the parts of her that she has so carefully buried, she will force them back down; she cannot afford to compromise her logic, least of all now. She blinks sunlight out of her aching eyes and turns back down the ruined stairways, descending into the cooler depths of the palace. Everywhere she looks, she seems to find shards of glass and broken wood, or dark smudges of ash. She moves through the sun-dappled hallways like clockwork, exhausted limbs propelling her mechanically from one room to the next until she arrives in the mess that was the throne room, though it seems nothing like one now – the throne is blackened, with the symbol of Solis carved out of it, and the beautiful stained glass windows lie in piles against the walls. At least, she thinks, the blood has been cleaned off the floor. Quick on her heels is a young courier. “The…envoy from Denocte has arrived, my lady. Shall I let him in?” She glances back at him, guising her reluctance with apathy. She had not accepted Isorath’s request for an audience lightly; in truth, she did not wish to accept it at all. However, in the interest of knowledge, she had begrudgingly agreed. Know thy enemy, she told herself, though Denocte’s intentions seemed to her rather clear based on their treatment of Terrastella and their attack against her citizen. Nevertheless, in spite of her present arrangement with Florentine and her own injury, she prefers to avoid the appearance of outright hostility – she knows that her people cannot withstand another attack, not now. As far as she is concerned, she will be perfectly polite to Reichenbach’s newest paramour – another thing that she fails to understand about the Night King, and the entire situation with Denocte and Terrastella, but interpersonal tangles have never been her interest - and then send him on his way. She does not wish to do this, but there is work to be done. “…yes.” She makes no attempts to guise the war that brews beneath her skin, barely tempered by restraint; she awaits the dragon statuesque, her white hair tousled free of its braids and her eyes rimmed red from sleepless nights. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- tags | @isorath notes | <3 RE: volatile times - Isorath - 03-17-2018
RE: volatile times - Seraphina - 03-19-2018
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heavy is the head that wears the crown She hears great sandstone walls shaking, and she knows that Isorath and his guards have arrived, accompanied by his dragon; she doesn’t like its presence in her city, particularly given how quickly she’d seen it burned to ashes at her hooves only weeks before, but she can understand his precaution. He has nothing to fear from her, but she cannot say that there are none among her people who wouldn’t like anything better than to take out their rage and frustration on the Night King’s paramour, even though it was the Davke that attacked the capitol. She sent her own guards to meet him; as the kirin enters the room, surrounded by guards with silver chests of what she can only, uncomfortably, assume are gifts, her own flood in behind them, standing stiff at the door. She cannot make out their expressions, from where she stands. She knows not of what her people think of her willingness to accept Denocte’s request. Frankly, she isn’t sure that she cares – if she allows tensions with Denocte to continue to grow without even attempting to intervene, she will see the rest of her kingdom crumble to dust and ashes at her hooves. She will not let her nation’s foolish pride be the death of them all. He greets her with the polished words of a trained diplomat. “Such formality is unnecessary – you need not address me by any title.” Right now, it left a sour taste in her mouth, a memory of the cruel sovereign who came before her. I will not be like him. She worried often about becoming someone like Zolin, in the earliest days of her reign; those thoughts had hardly subsided in the wake of the Davke attack. There would be no more decadence in her palace halls, and no more nobility – she would brutalize the structures that had held them firm for so many years or go down fighting in the process. She had never worn their gold-leaf crowns before, and she’d be damned before she wore them now. This gesture was as much of a defiance of the courtly politics that had proved the undoing of so many lives as it was a proverbial olive branch. Just Seraphina. There was a certain degree of power in familiarity, after all. And then…then, he gestures to his guards to bring forth the gifts. Instinctual shame burns the walls of her throat. She doesn’t want him here like this, and she doesn’t want his pity – she doesn’t want her people to think she can be bought, either. Nevertheless, her people need supplies, and her reputation and pride…she swallows her every instinct down. They aren’t worth a life that those supplies could save. “Your assistance is… greatly appreciated, in such troubled times.” As Isorath’s guards put the chests down, she gestures to her own. “Take the supplies to the healers. The rest of you…guard outside of the door.” They move to accommodate her will – some begrudgingly, though if it is for removing them or for taking the supplies, she is unsure. However, she does not know who she can trust – not yet. In the wake of the attack, she knows that she must keep her secrets close, particularly in regards to Denocte and Terrastella. She knows of what happened to Aislinn, now, and she knows that she needs to speak with Torstein regarding appropriate use of force. This still offers her no resolution about what Reichenbach’s Crows did to Bexley, and, though muffled, she feels the prickle of outrage scraping at the deepest, darkest corners of her chest. She would take accountability for her subordinate’s actions; here she was taking accountability for Zolin’s and Maxence’s, for the gods’ sake. Nothing she knew of Reichenbach convinced her that he wouldn’t just take their attempted murder with a bloody-lipped smirk – nothing she knew of Denocte convinced her that they knew anything about accountability. They couldn’t even handle injuries from fights they picked themselves. She settles those thoughts, though; she’d be a fool if she let her opinions of what few citizens of Denocte she had spoken to color her opinion of the entire nation, and, much as she dislikes the situation, particularly given what she’s heard from Terrastella, she steels herself to keep an open mind as she speaks with Isorath. If nothing else, she tells herself, she might gain some information that she can use. She regards the snow-white man in front of her, once again taking account of his draconian features – scales as brilliant gold as she remembers them, great, leathery wings, and sharp antlers. There is a small part of her that is put in mind of Viceroy, when she looks at him, of her mentor’s flaming antlers and leonine tail, the scales like silver moons along his spine and cheeks…but no, the wings are all wrong, and his wings were more important than anything else. She watches him from above as he continues, offering a faint nod of her head at his words. “I do, but perhaps you would like to begin with that one. Why have you come?” Begin with what seems simplest, then delve in deeper. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- tags | @isorath notes | <3 RE: volatile times - Isorath - 03-24-2018
RE: volatile times - Seraphina - 04-07-2018
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heavy is the head that wears the crown He eases into her name, and she relaxes, slightly, with the informality. Now of all times, she wishes that her title lay on someone else’s head – someone far more worthy of it than she, sun-scorned and girlish in the face of all the experience she once imagined was hers. There was no accountability in her childhood. All of that blood wasn’t really on her hands; she kept her distance from all the broken bodies, and she told herself day in and day out that it wasn’t what she wanted or what she willed. She did what she must. There was no such comfort now; all the weight in the world seemed to beat down on her shoulders. He tells her that no thanks are needed, but her stubborn politeness insists. “The gesture is…greatly appreciated nevertheless,” As much as it stings to take charity from a kingdom whose intentions she cannot truly discern, Seraphina is being honest; it is not as though her people had many supplies, even before the Davke attacked. “I know that the relationship between our nations is tense, at the moment.” Isorath is silent until the guards leave the room, and then, advancing, declares that he has no intention to buy her. “Thank you,” She says, as something of an afterthought. That is not to say her tone is especially grateful; it remains cool as ice. As though she could ever be bought in the first place. Seraphina had grown up in a land of nobles swollen on the suffering of others, and, though a part of her wonders if she is still a queen at all in the wake of such a monumental failure, she knows - knows - that she will not make the same mistakes. Nevertheless, she appreciates the sentiment, if only because it offers a hint of sympathy – or empathy – for her people. Perhaps it is a cynical notion, but she is sure that many of his fellows have laughed while her nation crumbles to its knees. At least he still believes they deserve anything at all. A pause, and then an explanation of his intentions. She could have guessed them; he is an emissary, and she knows that it is an emissary’s job to put out fires. Seraphina wasn’t aware that Denocte had any interest in smoothing over their relationship with Solterra, however. Their nations had spent so much time at war that she suspected it would feel more unnatural if they weren’t at each other’s throats, much as she’d rather their relationship be otherwise. “What transgressions have you been made aware of, and how would you see them resolved?” Her eyes linger intently on his white-and-gold frame; she makes little attempt to disguise her wariness, though her tone is nothing if not cordial. She remembers her own time spent as Maxence’s Emissary, and she remembers how she had regarded his decisions on foreign policy. (For a moment, memories of Rostislav and his hellhound come bubbling to the surface, but she is quick to dismiss them again.) Seraphina knows, then, that she cannot necessarily consider the Emissary’s thoughts to parallel his Sovereign’s. A part of her would rather be speaking with Reichenbach himself, rather than a proxy, but she has the creeping feeling that she doesn’t need the man in front of her to know exactly what his stance is on her nation. She remembers Reichenbach, though it feels like she met him lifetimes ago; a charming creature, really, with a disarmingly pleasant smile. (In light of more recent events, the thought makes her stomach turn knots.) She knows of his temper, and she knows of the temper of his Stormsinger. (There is no part of her that is unconvinced that the woman wouldn’t like to see each and every Solterran reduced to ashes by their own flames; for a moment, she hears a vicious, ugly crack.) She knows what he did to Florentine. If that was how he treated a lover, even if he had fallen out of love with her, how could she ever trust his good will? She says nothing, of course – merely waits. Seraphina had learned not to put her cards on the table until she knew what game her opponent was playing, if she could call the man in front of her an opponent at all. If it was truly peace he sought, or, if nothing else, restitution, then they were on the same side. (But, of course, memory of Avdotya’s betrayal runs hot, like fresh blood. She tells herself that she won’t be so quick to take anyone at their word ever again.) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- tags | @isorath notes | <3 RE: volatile times - Isorath - 04-28-2018
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