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teach me how to love you like I wrote; - Asterion - 03-27-2019 asterion,
king of dusk.
@open | just wanted to get down his Mood (and his mood is Keaton Henson) RE: teach me how to love you like I wrote; - Forseti - 03-27-2019 The world closed in around her, darkness tucking itself cozily into the folds of her wings on a night that grew endlessly outward. The spaces between her and it stretched on and she could feel the tug of a thought unravel itself as she wandered away from closed-off walls and into the expanse. It pulled her then as it had always done; containing in its singular element a thousand beginnings and endings with no real answer to any questions asked. That's how it had always been, and she refused to let things stay the same. Long had been the travels she undertook for the sake of a sense of freedom, the feeling of anything but the burden of one whose purpose was lost to moot points and dead opinions. Never had doubts been satisfied, never had emotions been felt by a heart that was meant to beat but for one service: to learn of things of past lives that meant nothing to them, the misdeeds and wrongdoings of Gods who may have, occasionally, partook in an act of kindness. She scoffed at them, she, built from a molded desire for greater things, deeming them unworthy of being remembered. The glow of a moon she didn't know guided a way toward a kingdom she was not part of, long resting behind her the gates of the one she belonged to but didn't yet understand the concept of. The allowance of choice wasn't made aware to her, and alliance was a fickle thing in the heart of one who cared not for gods. Crossing the paths of many who devoted themselves to sightless figures seemed reckless and wasteful, and she would not be one who followed their in irrational footsteps. She was born to hold all the knowledge about them and nothing else, everything they could ever be capable of, and instead she figured it time to learn how to be mortal. But with mortality would come emotions she had never felt, never seen, and perhaps it would be that night with the brokenhearted that she would learn something other than godly things. The call of the fire in the coolness of the night--a lingering touch of something so sweet, so tempting--drew her closer to the man who only yearned to get away. He seemed to want to leave everything behind while she wished them all to her, the teachings of ideas that were locked away from a young child who knew nothing but what was put in front of her to memorize. All for the sake of--what?--a listless life that would produce empty hearts for the price of a full mind that was useful to none. The giant-winged girl made way to the flame, until he stopped her. The motion of the fleeing in the near distance pulled her toward him instead, questions laying dormant on her lips. They weren't about him, but instead about her. As the darkened, star-speckled body moved onward and their gap closed, she snapped a wing out to block wherever he seemingly headed; without any meaning, really, for she saw it as the logical way to cease him from leaving her. "Where are we?" The voice was slightly rough and airy, a rounded stone tossed gently across a still pond. Depth-filled golden eyes searched his frame for any clues she should gain. For what, though, she was gaining, she didn't know. "What is your name, and what is your purpose here?" The skull-drawn face was flat, neither malice nor benevolence creased in the features, merely a curious gaze with blunt words. Vultures circle overhead people love to watch a wreck @asterion i dont know if i should apologize or not, i hope this is decent enough :') RE: teach me how to love you like I wrote; - Asterion - 04-01-2019 asterion,
king of dusk.
@Forseti | never apologize. I'm so glad to be writing with you again! RE: teach me how to love you like I wrote; - Forseti - 04-06-2019 Wrapped around his star-speckled body he seemed to bring an aura of duty in the spaces he surrounded, exuding hesitant regalness, leaking the sense of a burden she didn't understand. What was truly upon his shoulders was the weight of an entire kingdom, one that, in reality, was far from the grandeur of its past; but the past brought tragedy, heartache, and it would seem there, with the two of them and their beating pulses and wayward souls, that same torment would weave its way around their spirits and tug them down with it. She had never felt emotion before--she was a ticking clock, an observant statue--but being there with him beneath the eyes of a knowing moon her chest was tight and she ached: she ached for him with his somber eyes and mournful heart. She had arrived on wings made of birch boughs and earthen tones, enormous and unusual in their size. They carried an equally fictile body, and pieced together they created an imposing creature who didn't even know what possessing fear meant. She was not afraid of the strangeness of a foreign land, nor those who could potentially cause her harm. She didn't know of hostility, of love--their meanings of course were factual knowledge but to feel them... She didn't feel. Not yet. In the span of a moment while he heeded her demand to cease his motions and address her their eyes locked: liquid gold and richest of earth's bed sharing unspeakable languages. Would he understand hers? Was she be able to decipher the broken sonnets in his? Their melancholy lyrics were lost in translation, maybe, but she knew something akin to desperation. She knew of the desire for unspoken promises and a hope for more. And maybe that would be enough to tie them there closely in that tiny universe for just a little while. His stars shone under the twinkling sky as he regarded her like she to him. He seemed startled by her hasty actions, no thought, just reflex. Though it did not cross her mind that perhaps she was out of line, an unknown face to one who noticeably lived there. But she wouldn't apologize, wouldn't think twice of it, for he began to sate her curiosity with his answers. A land called Novus, the Dusk Court, Terrastella. She filed names away, the paths to locations that brought her there, overhead views from flight mapping out ways to get around. The ways he spoke alluded to him being of some importance to the 'Terrastella' since the words alone made him more alive. Asterion, with a private purpose. She nodded once, in acknowledgment, eliciting a slight glance between them. And then he relaxed. Her outstretched wing replaced itself against her earthen side, tucking up neatly beneath the rich maroon cape around her nape. Then it was her turn. And while his expressions softened slightly her features never changed from its hand-drawn stillness, stoic. Who was she, exactly? She didn't know if she was a 'who' really. She just was. "They call me Forseti." For it was true, the name given by those of a long-gone past still clinging onto her. Named after a god she could never see. "I am searching," she replied back, since she saw no reason for anything but bluntness. Searching for what, though, she couldn't say. So she gave no explanation. "Searching, like you." Vultures circle overhead people love to watch a wreck @asterion much muse for them <33 RE: teach me how to love you like I wrote; - Asterion - 04-10-2019 asterion,
king of dusk.
@Forseti | <3 RE: teach me how to love you like I wrote; - Forseti - 04-26-2019 Maybe she should have just let him be, the man with a heart lost in a thought she could never have--at least, not yet, not there with him--and wouldn't understand even if she could have learned of all that plagued him. In all her travels never had she stayed long enough to learn of anything, save the historical elements and basic facts each world had to offer. Already there were so many new things presented her there, just with him alone. The one she didn't know was a King. So as their eyes stayed on each other's for moments that turned into a loss of time (his depthless, desperate shine pulling her in, seeming to beg her to just keep looking, just don't let go...), she learned what face 'forlorn' wore. She should have felt almost guilty for interrupting his quest for a thing she didn't know of, but likewise she was on one of her own and at that space where they stood perhaps he was the only one who could help her. The smoke of put-out fire still lingered in the air behind him some ways, and it wasn't difficult to put the signs together: he had left hastily, ruffled hair and sad but wild eyes, coat thrown on to trek through the cool night. She had seen many do it before, and even had done it several times herself when she needed breaks from long, dreary studying without but a minute's rest. But he was doing more than simply meandering outside for quick breath; he was going, and he probably would have kept along his path had she not stopped him. If she could have understood guilt, it was likely she would have felt it then. Her words had seemed to push him away from her, off to somewhere much further than she could follow. She recognized the look, the small waver in his features telling her that he was thinking of things from the past, into the future, anywhere except where they were currently. They had just met, but she could already tell he was a traveler like her, in a different way. He used his mind, his emotions, to visit previous memories and jump forward into time to fabricate things that haven't happened yet, reacting to made-up scenarios, perhaps digging himself into a hole that hadn't needed shoveling in the first place. She saw no point in pulling up the past--no one could change what happened (not even most gods, or they simply didn't want to); likewise, the future was unclear and save for those who could predict specific events, all that led to that moment was mutable. She would likely never allow herself such frivolous things as 'wishing.' He seemed to bid her well, and she nodded once in return. With her wings tucked against her sides, the 'Asterion' pushed onward, moving beyond her, and she watched but said nothing. She would not stop him a second time, for really he had already answered her questions. If it was time to move on, then she would do the same. Maybe it would have been better for her to fly back to what had been called the Dawn Court, the area in which she first landed, to stay in a slightly more familiar area until she sorted out her thoughts on where she was. So in a flurry she snapped her wings out, cape billowing as though a strong breeze brushed around it, when his voice flitted to her once again. Curiously, Forseti turned quad-horns to glance at him, ceasing her motions and pondering his words. She didn't know what 'lonely hour' meant--time was an abstract thing, it couldn't feel--but maybe he was really referring to himself with some sort of allusion. "Do you know what you seek?" She had settled back into line with him, choosing to stay rather than leave. Was he asking for help in his quest, or inquiring if she would look for her own alongside him? There was no inkling of worry or doubt in her breast that his intentions were honest; she had known others that could put on faux visages and turn themselves into things they weren't, but had a sense of honor to him that Forseti saw no reason not to trust. "Where do you go, when you get such a melancholy look in your eyes?" Of course it was quite clear that she meant metaphorically, so she felt no need to explain her questions. She didn't know where they would be headed, but she seemed content enough to stride beside his smaller frame to wherever it might have been. Vultures circle overhead people love to watch a wreck @asterion RE: teach me how to love you like I wrote; - Asterion - 05-01-2019 asterion,
king of dusk.
@Forseti | we can close here if you like (and start a new one on the cliffs?) or keep going! your call <3 |