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for everything a reason | relic hunt - Seraphina - 07-20-2019 See the empty haunt here, it eats you - She has been hunting so long that she is no longer sure of what she hopes to find. Raum? He is closer to her at home, in the sands. Surely, it could not be so hard to sneak into those sandstone halls – she is sure that she knows him better than he does – and slit his throat unceremoniously. He doesn’t deserve ceremony. She wants him to die in the most horrible, inconsequential, unloved way possible. (She wants him to die like she did, to hurt like she has; and she knows that he never will.) Tempus? She has met him twice, and twice she has been rejected by him. She is no longer sure what she wants from god. When she was younger, the answer was easy. Now, without a crown, without any ambition beyond a dead body, she does not know. (If he can turn back time, perhaps he can take her back – back to the Steppe, back to her dead body, and maybe he can leave her dead, with her honor intact, while she still has something to live for. Now she has nothing.) The relic? She is not sure if it would do her any good. She has magic of her own, now, even if her magic is cruel, and she doubts that the relic can do anything to make her more magical. Better to break the thing, so it couldn’t fall into the grasp of someone who would misuse it. Hiding wasn’t permanent enough. Was it cruel or foolish to reject the gift of a god? (What was the worst thing they could do to her – kill her?) Now she stands with her hooves carving sharp half-moons into the pale sand, salt-thick sea air dragging tangles of her white hair (unkempt and spilled from its braids) out across the shore, towards the sea. The sun settles, languid, on her spine. The sea is near her, but the foam does not bubble up high enough to reach her just yet; in a moment or two, or if an especially powerful wave rolls into shore, it will. But, for now, she is untouched and solitary, a ghost standing stock-still along the shore. Ereshkigal is gone somewhere – likely to hunt. Seraphina knows that she prefers corpses, but she has claws enough to use when the opportunity does not present itself. She does not feel the vulture’s presence, even at the furthest edges of her mind, and, for the moment, she takes some comfort in the solitude. Salt tongues lap her hooves. She draws back, turning her multicolored gaze along the shore, and lets it settle at the point where sand meets rocky crag. In the afternoon sun, the stone, simple and rugged as it is, glitters as though tiny diamonds are incased in the violet-brown, pocked surface. The ocean is deep and blue, even a few feet out from shore, as though the bottom drops off abruptly; it is nevertheless exceptionally calm and quiet, a lull to disguise a metaphorical tempest. This place makes her skin crawl. She draws forward, across the sand. It is wet and clumpy, unlike the slick dunes of the Mors, and, though she had spent many an hour along the shore of the Terminus when she was still a soldier, Seraphina still can’t decide if she likes the texture. It does not take so many strides for her to step up onto slick, uneven rock, but, if she cares about falling, it does not show on her face, nor the unhindered draw of her steps; she stands on the edge of the rock face, staring out to sea, and she wonders if she will find god. (She wonders if they will ignore her now that she is no longer a sovereign – no longer someone’s chosen, if she ever was at all. She supposes that it does not matter now; she is no longer queen. What does it matter if Solis wanted her?) She wonders if there is any point to searching for the relic. Tempus had found the searchers, the first time she’d met him; less of prey than the hunter itself. Would he find them again? (If she looks over her shoulder, she can almost imagine him appearing from amongst the trees, too-old eyes in a too-young face, the trunks bending to accommodate his presence; she can almost imagine him coming to stand alongside her, with a stare that sees through her and pities her or finds her wanting, and she can never tell which.) If he did, would he come with another riddle, another question – and leave her without an answer, left to wonder? She probably couldn’t understand, even if he told her. Nevertheless – she has a list of questions. Why did you return and why are you doing this and, more selfishly, will this ever be over? (And, most selfishly of all, will I ever be happy? But she thinks that she already knows the answer, because she isn’t a child anymore, and she knows better than to believe in happy endings – at best, she can hope for a few happy moments, enough to make the pain worthwhile.) Even if she can’t find Raum, or the relic, she is somehow desperate to find him, and she doesn’t know why. (She has always gone crying to god when she is lonely.) Seraphina breathes deep of the sea. Stares out across the glittering expanse of the horizon. Perhaps the relic is lost to the tides, buried deep on the ocean floor. Perhaps it would be better if it were – she is tired of troubles, and discontent with gods. Perhaps it doesn’t matter one way or another; she couldn’t take it last time, and she doubts that she will be able to succeed, even if she finds it, this time. Perhaps she should stop longing for some form of approval that she knows she will never receive; perhaps she should stop longing for some sense of importance. (She ruled a nation, once. She knows that she should not feel so insignificant, but her “death” feels like it was swept aside like sand – but perhaps it is cruel to long for recognition in such difficult times.) But she has little time for longing, or for speculation. She stares down at the rippling surface, and perhaps she sighs. open || one more island thread? "Speech!" || "Ereshkigal!" RE: for everything a reason | relic hunt - Ipomoea - 07-23-2019 yesterday i was clever He isn’t sure anymore if he’s searching for the relic, or for the god who crafted it. Perhaps he isn’t searching at all - a part of him expects it will be left up to chance, that he will either stumble upon one or the other when he least expects it, or not at all. Wouldn’t the god of time have already chosen the perfect timing? RE: for everything a reason | relic hunt - Seraphina - 07-27-2019 for every ending a new beginning -- There is a sound behind her, the soft brush of hooves against grainy white sand, then stone. She does not turn, at first; she does not even incline her head to observe whoever has come to join her from the corner of her eye. After all, there are plenty of passers-by and creatures alike on this island, and most of them do not seem to be hostile; if there were a monster barreling through, Ereshkigal should not be far. (She suspects that the vulture is watching, patient as a devil, from somewhere within the trees, hunting for something that is not just bones and meat.) When the steps grow louder, loud enough for her to be sure that the source is approaching, she turns her head a fraction – just enough to see who is coming out of the corner of her eye, though not enough to face them. When her gaze lands on a familiar figure, her eyes widen, and she drags her tongue along the ridges of her teeth, a sudden and foreign uncertainty finding a home in her chest. Ipomoea, and a little bird at his side. She had prepared herself to see him, or to be seen by him, when she had left for Delumine; but then the volcano had erupted, and she’d been forced to err from her plan to meet with Somnus and his court about the matter of Raum. Fear – she feels it every time she encounters someone who sees her and knows her for who she is – clenches up in her stomach, tangles itself into a knot. She barely knows him, beyond that she can trust his good intentions as much as she can any of the leaders of the other courts. (Of course, it is always Solterra for evil, Solterra for terror. She hopes, when this is over, that their sister court remember who suffered the most from Raum’s reign; she hopes that they remember which land raised Raum, who nurtured his taste for suffering and blood. Even if his homeland escapes the brunt of his cruelty, she hopes that it cannot escape his reputation.) When he comes to stand alongside her, Seraphina sucks in a long, reluctant breath, steeling herself. Even so far from Delumine, he smells like flowers – delicate, graceful boy. (When she thinks about it, he can’t be any younger than her, but they have always felt so different in age; of course, she does not know him well. Of course, Delumine’s citizens are all known for their wisdom. But he feels young and unburdened, even on this strange island, full of gods and magic and murderer-kings, even though she knows she is fully grown.) But he does not say anything that she might have anticipated – instead, he remarks on the sea. Asks her if she fancies a swim. She tilts her head to look at him, odd eyes trailing his face, and she realizes that he hasn’t looked at her to recognize her, yet. She exhales, forces a long breath from between her lips, and collects herself to speak. “It is,” she says, her voice soft and rough from disuse, “but I’ve never been much of a swimmer.” She tried to learn, once, after the last relic hunt, and she’d learned enough to keep her head above water; sometimes, in her nightmares, she still thought that she was drowning, though that felt like her most mundane fear nowadays. Even if she were, she does not think that she would want to swim in the sea while it is like that – when she crossed the bridge, she saw great coiling monsters, with claws and tendrils and too many eyes. She is no water-horse; even with her magic, and even with Ereshkigal at her side, she knows that she is helpless in the sea. (But what does it matter? If she still cared too deeply for her life, Seraphina would not have come to this island, with its precarious bridge and its strange magic, in the first place. There are more important things than living.) She looks up at him, then, training her multicolored stare on his cheek, and she wonders when he will lift his head to see who he is speaking to. (Or perhaps he would recognize her voice, first.) At any rate, she has looked up from the sea, she is watching him – hooded, shadowed, but not enough to hide the metallic glimmer of her scar, much as she wishes she could. It shames her; might as well be an open wound, still dripping tears of blood and pus. “Are you well, Ipomoea?” Still soft – ever so soft. She’s almost forgotten how small talk sounds, in the time that has passed since her battle with Raum; whenever she speaks with others, they speak of war and violence, of hunting. Anything less than copper-tang tastes strange on her tongue. (She is not sure if she is captive or obsessed, or if there is a difference. But, then, Seraphina has always been a creature of extremes, and she has always been driven by one consuming thing or another, and she has never been good at letting them go.) But – she does wonder. It is small talk, but her inquiry is genuine. She wonders how far the horrors she has experienced in Solterra have expanded, if, like terrible, branching little roots, they have come to infect the entire continent. (The whole world, as far as she knows it.) She wonders if he has been impacted by what happened in Dawn; she heard stories of a monster, a murderer, some blood-spilling thing. In fact, when she went to Delumine, she hoped that she could help them hunt it. And now she is here, massaged by a soft wash of sea and salt-filled breeze. She’ll have to apologize for her absence later, but the island and the volcano seemed urgent at the time. Now, she isn’t sure what to think; she can’t shake the feeling that it would have been better to remain on the mainland, like a fly who has realized that they are caught in a spider’s web a moment too late. @Ipomoea || ah, I adore him ;~; "Speech!" || "Ereshkigal!" RE: for everything a reason | relic hunt - Ipomoea - 08-09-2019 today i am wiser It’s her voice, that he first recognizes. He knows it: from Solterra, from Veneror, from the few times they had spoken. Her voice brings up images of rolling dunes and golden sand castles, of the relief of an oasis and a sky that was impossibly blue, impossibly far away. @Ipomoea | "speaks" | notes: <3 ⚘
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