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come with me into the field of sunflowers - Aspara - 12-27-2019 You followed me into the sunflowers. It was late morning and the snow glittered beneath the sun’s sleepy touch. Even though we could not have been the first horses to walk the bridge that day, the path appeared to be untouched. Only after I crossed the bridge did I turn to look behind me, convinced that my trail would vanish by some strange magic. But my hoofprints remained; little half moons in a determined line straight across the bridge. The first mystery of the day. Did you follow me on purpose? Or were you drawn to them too? The sunflowers were in a snowy clearing. I don’t remember how far I walked until I found them-- I was distracted by the trees, and the way beams of sunlight seemed to float in the cold air, and the immense quiet of it all. I knew there were birds on the island, for they left little forking tracks in the snow and tiny nests far above my reach. But the groves were completely silent except for the quiet crunch underfoot. On more than one occasion I stopped and held my breath and felt the perfect stillness of the world around me. I wished sister was with me. I also wished to be completely alone. It was one of those strange still places where I could be two things at once. But the sunflowers. I did not realize that was my destination until I saw them, bright yellow through the trees like a beacon. The way they swayed in the winter wind, it almost looked like they were waving me closer. And the nature of my magic was such that I could not be sure they weren’t. I approached slow and steady, as was my way. When I brought my lips to the boldly colored flowers, a tittering laughter filled the clearing. High-pitched and bright. I felt it ringing in my bones like a bell. Then I laughed too, for the sound was infectious. Deep belly laughs, like laughter was the most important thing in the world. Furfur bristled at my side, uncertain. And then you were there, and the sunflowers and I stopped laughing at the same time. But it was no longer silent. The birds had returned, and their warm song filled the space between us. I smiled with my lips still pressed to the golden flower. “Can you hear them too?” I wanted to hear your voice before I turned to face you. I wanted to paint a picture of you without seeing what you looked like, and then compare my imagination to reality to see which prevailed. It was a childish game, one I could only lose (for reality would never prevail), but I didn’t care. I was a bored and lonely girl, and I had to get my entertainment somewhere. Open to any! The fairies are appearing to Aspara as a patch of sunflowers <3 RE: come with me into the field of sunflowers - Sarkan - 12-28-2019
RE: come with me into the field of sunflowers - Aspara - 01-04-2020 I tried to feel his voice. I don’t know how else to describe it. I tried to identify the flow of his tone, the extent of his accent. What experiences made him speak like that? And then, physically, how were the sounds formed in his throat? I pictured him with a kind, open face. An average-sized roan, with a blaze and alert little ears. Smart ears. His smiles would be hard-won and fleeting. That excited me-- I liked a challenge. I didn’t turn to look at him yet. Instead I shifted my attention to his actual words. He answered my question with another question, and I really hated when adults did that to me. I could feel a frown forming, an instinct beyond my control. Furfur bristled and glared at the tall stranger. The picture of him changed in my mind. He grew skinny and long-nosed. “They’re laughing, don’t you hear? They sound like girls. Sisters, maybe?” There was something else, too… something deeper than the laughter… something almost like language… I cocked my head and closed my eyes to listen to the flowers. My frown turned introspective, softer. I was told I had a very serious face, particularly when focused on something. Did they want me to smile more, laugh politely, curtsy and dance like a good little princess? Well. I couldn’t help my skinned knees and tangled hair and serious face. I didn’t know how to be any other way. Worse, for them, I didn’t want to. The sunflowers laughed at my stubborn nature. A petal reached against all natural laws to brush softly against my temple, to the left of my horn. Then they whispered to me with a quiet rustling sound, like ground snakes slipping through the tall grass. “They say I cast a long shadow. And you see knives where there are flowers. What do you think that means?” I finally turned to look at the stranger. He was big. Huge, even. In some ways he was similar to papa, with his dapples and his scars and his easy way of being. Like when he moved the world quietly adjusted to fit around him. But mostly I noticed the way he was different: his eyes, blue and not so sad. Not so haunted. And his cloak, simple but well made, hiding most of his body. Of course, he was completely different from what I thought he would look like. It didn’t matter. I was not afraid of him. I was not afraid of anything. At least, that is what I told myself, over and over, until it became almost-true. So when I angled myself with my horn pointed at him, delicate and deadly, it was a matter of precaution and not fear. Never fear. My voice was still bright and curious. I did not necessarily trust the blue-eyed stranger, but I assumed he knew more about the world than I did. “Do flowers always talk in riddles?” And then, because I was a child with more questions than I knew what to do with, I asked “How did you get those scars?” @Sarkan your words feel like old friends <3 RE: come with me into the field of sunflowers - Sarkan - 01-12-2020
RE: come with me into the field of sunflowers - Aspara - 01-17-2020 I could tell the stranger was on edge and it made me on edge. But why was he so unnerved? There was nothing in the clearing but a girl, a wolf, and a heaping dose of magic. And sunflowers. They laughed and reached for me playfully. Their petals were soft and warm against my skin. It made me think of a comfortable dream, the sort you grasped for upon waking, the sort you didn’t want to end. I listened thoughtfully when he claimed the flowers were lying. I didn’t think he was right. But I also didn’t think he was trying to deceive me. He just didn’t understand, and there was something about that which softened me to him. “Hmm…” I murmured, clearly unconvinced. “Other things talk, you know. Like you and me, it’s just no one else can hear them.” I eye his cloak, wondering what tales it could tell me. “It’s only people that lie.” And maybe fairies-- I couldn’t be sure. My experience lay in the realm of what others considered “unliving”. Tables, walls, carpets. Earth, rock, water. I was happy to listen to the other man. I liked listening more than talking. And I was genuinely interested in his stories. Papa didn’t like to talk about his scars. Sister and I could tell it hurt to remember, so we had long ago stopped asking about them. We learned from mom that most of his scars were from other people. Some of them were even from friends. Like Seraphina and Asterion-- these names brought a smile to his face. I think there were some memories he was grateful to wear on his skin, even if no one else knew what they meant. Knowing well the parts of myself that came from him, the deeper the secret the more personal the story. So I listened to the tall man’s tales with something close to reverence. I breathed in sharply with awe at the word “manticore,” and I laughed softly at the tale of blundering into a stake. The only scars I had were from skinned knees and scraped shins. I fell down, hard and often, whenever I spent too much time inside. But I never learned a thing from it, except that it was safer for me outside where there were less things greedy for my magic. He asked me if I considered this place safe. I had a feeling there was something else he was trying to get at, but I wasn’t sure exactly what. So I considered the question for a long time before shrugging. “Safer than most strangers, don’t you think?” I tried to hide the proud smile that rose at my own cleverness. Of course, I failed miserably. I admired stoicism greatly, in no small part because of how terrible I was at it. Furfur huffed softly, unimpressed by whatever it was I found so funny. I relaxed then, although my wolf didn’t. I probably would not have been so carefree as a girl if I didn’t have a wolf always by my side. “I’m Aspara. Are there really manticores in Novus?” I was skeptical, but deeply curious. And, because I was cursed with an overabundance of trust, I believed everything the stranger said. I thought they were mythical creatures, although my parents had ingrained in me a deep-seated belief in the unbelievable. I had almost forgotten about the sunflowers, which began to sway as though there was a breeze. But around us the air was cold and still as death. - - - @Sarkan psh. like beloved, sorely-missed friends <3 RE: come with me into the field of sunflowers - Sarkan - 01-28-2020
RE: come with me into the field of sunflowers - Aspara - 02-21-2020 “If you can talk to them, can you ask them what they want?” My attention narrowed on a single word: if. If I could talk to them. If I was telling the truth. My eyes bored into the stallion for a long moment. It was a cold, indignant, measuring stare. He moved to stand in front of me, and I rolled my eyes at this dramatic gesture. Like I was a babe in need of protecting. Furfur didn’t notice-- his eyes were pressed to the flowers and his hackles had begun to rise.. I frowned at this but didn’t think much of it. How foolish I was! I turned to the sunflowers and lowered my head respectfully. “Excuse me flowers. My name is Aspara. Um, what exactly is it you want?” A silence fell upon us. It was the kind that makes you feel cold, somehow. Like it isn’t just a silence but an emptiness, and beneath its oppressive weight all the heat of life is smothered. Then the flowers twitched in the silent breeze and-- how do I describe it?-- the soil beneath us suddenly felt... funny. Tense. “we want magic,” they whispered, and this time when they began to laugh there was a sharp edge to the sound. Some vile wanting that came from deep, deep within the earth. Did the stallion hear them this time? I wasn’t sure, but I didn’t particularly want to translate the message. I had magic. A bounty of it. But it was mine. “I think we should go.” My voice was hushed, but level and even. An eerie sort of calm had seized me. (Later I would wonder at that calm and how easy it came to me. I felt like a counterbalance to the world around me-- I was wild when the world was placid, and placid when the world was wild.) I raised my voice to say “Well, it was a pleasure to meet you. Thank you very much, flowers.” A few things happened very quickly as soon as I took a step backward. First, the earth trembled. Furfur seemed to double in size even as he hunched low low low, a bone-rumbling growl bursting from behind snarled teeth. Second, the sunflowers were no longer sunflowers. They wilted and died and then their brown, brittle limbs transformed. Knifelike thorns erupted from their sides, and between them strange brown eyes took shape. Their roots grew huge and gnarled and ugly, bursting through the skin of the earth like veins. A frantic sound caught in my throat, a sound I’d never made before. Third, there were vines-- no, roots-- which shot up from the ground beneath us and snaked around my hind legs. Furfur instantly latched his teeth to one and I was slicing at the other with the sharp curl of my horn. I was not paying much attention to the stallion next to me, but from my periphery I saw more roots rising and a slim blade slashing. - - - @Sarkan <3 RE: come with me into the field of sunflowers - Sarkan - 03-20-2020
RE: come with me into the field of sunflowers - Aspara - 04-03-2020 You know, I normally wouldn’t have been bothered at all to stumble upon a sinister, violent plant hell-bent on stealing my magic. (And by extension, I garnered, my life.) The unnatural, the magical, it didn’t phase me; if anything the opposite; I felt at ease among oddity. But those deceitful sunflowers… I had trusted them, and their betrayal shocked me. It was personal. It hurt. It made me very angry. And oh, the last thing I wanted to do was run. I was angry-- no, I was enraged. Enflamed. In that moment I so envied aunty Morr’s magic-- all I wanted was to set the entire island on fire. I could picture it after my rage had its way, a charred and crumbled smear on the map. But before I could fight, I had to free myself. I struggled against the vines with a furious, desperate groan. My horn, and Furfur’s teeth, and Sarkan’s blade, working in frantic union. It was a kind of organized chaos that stuck out vividly in my memories. I probably would have died that day if Sarkan was not there. Because when he told me to run as soon as I could, I listened. I’m a little embarrassed to admit that I was completely panicking. I had the distant awareness that all logic had fled my mind, and his words, his direction, gave me something to hold on to as the world around me spun out of control. My heart lept as the vines were cut. My legs soon followed, whirling me about so that the hateful flowers were at my back. “Go!” Was all I said, and I’m sure even that was superfluous. I was already running, legs pounding, heart hammering. I sensed Furfur wanted a fight, but not so much he would leave my side. He sprinted silently alongside me, a long low growl growing in him like a demon. Behind us I heard the ground being ripped open by thick, violent roots. I so wanted to look back, but I didn’t dare. Not until we were across the bridge, back on Novus proper, where normal birds perched in normal trees and sang normal songs across a normal landscape. But the island looked normal from here. Peaceful. Enticing, even-- I found myself drawn to it, even knowing the wicked magic that lay in wait. My lungs were burning, my sides were streaked with sweat. I wanted to cry, but it was very important to me that I did not do so in front of Sarkan. The farther we got, the more upset I became that he told me to run. The coward! We could have laid waste to those treacherous sunflowers. (I would continue to think of them-- it?-- as flowers for a long time to come, even knowing that is not really what they were) I would always regret the way I left things. I would often think of Sarkan, with his cape and his knife, and I would wonder where he was, what he was doing. Did I become one of the stories he told? And if so, I wondered if he told it with a smile or a roll of the eyes. But in that moment I felt unusually angry at him, even though he saved my life. I felt angry at the world. I suppose I don’t handle stress the way a normal person does. Or rather-- I didn't handle it at all. I didn't yet know how to, without my sister to lean against. ”Thank you, Sarkan,” I said grudgingly, with a heavy sigh. And because I didn’t feel like talking more, because I needed to be alone to process what in the world had just happened, I turned and I began to walk home. I tossed a few departing words over my shoulder: "See you around, yeah?" But, of course, I wouldn't. - - - @Sarkan <3<3 a closer! RE: come with me into the field of sunflowers - Sarkan - 05-04-2020
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