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Dreams have never made my bed - Aspara - 01-22-2020 I knew a summer child when I saw one. It was not just the fact that he was golden, like the sun or sand or fields of wheat. It was something about the heft of his shoulders. It didn’t matter what his story was, how tragic or painful it could be; he was born in a time of bounty, and he glowed with it. I, on the other hand, was a winter child. It didn’t matter what my story was, how I was offered the world and taught how to take it-- if it was what I wanted. (yet I was expected not to take but to give. Because I was the legacy of the selfless, the one (of two) thing(s) they did for themselves.) I was born in a time of thrift, and for the rest of my life I would echo that need. We were not complete opposites, but we had our differences. I didn’t know this at first. I might not ever know this, if he did not let me. I only watched him for a little bit before revealing myself. “Halt!” I jumped from the bushes and into the middle of the well-worn trail, horn poised in a way I hoped was fearsome. A second later, Furfur trotted out after me, yawning. Despite my silent urging he remained stoic. Not even the slightest bare of his teeth. We had been waiting in ambush on this road for hours now. I was young and bored and in desperate need of entertainment, so I decided to play Trolls. Naturally, I played the troll. Now, before this gets too far I should note this was an unusual game for me. I was a quiet, introspective child, more interested in wandering the forest talking to rocks than pretending to assault men much bigger, a little older, and (I assumed) only marginally more mature than me. Blame it on boredom or growing pains or the inevitable changes that were about to take hold of me. I was growing up, and it was not a comfortable process for anyone. I took up a fighting stance, horn lowered daringly, and though I tried my hardest to be serious, I really really tried, I could not keep the smile from leeching into my voice. “What’s the password?” - @ RE: Dreams have never made my bed - Locke - 01-27-2020 RE: Dreams have never made my bed - Aspara - 02-02-2020 It was a warm day for winter, and the sun felt hot and hungry on my back. Far above us, seafoam clouds ambled across a cornflower blue sky. Nearby, the trees lining the narrow road swayed slow and lazy. I watched how the stranger’s creamy white forelock wavered in the breeze as his expression morphed from surprise to curiosity to something like warmth. It was like watching water flowing. In those days I was constantly underestimated, particularly by boys and adults-- and that was most of the world. But the golden stranger did not underestimate me, and for that I instantly liked him. But I had to be very very careful to hide my delight. I wore, as they say, my heart on my sleeve, although I went through great, painful lengths to attempt not to. So the edge of my lips might have curled upward for just a moment, but I was quick to temper the expression. “Hah! I can hardly trust someone with... feathers.” I tried very hard not to wince at my own crude sentence. I don’t know where this feather prejudice came from... I just scrambled for a reason to not trust him, and the feathers seemed like his least trustworthy features. The rest of him was normal. Likeable, even, though I would die before admitting such a thing.. I stared at the boy with as much judgement and deliberation as I could muster. “State the password or my wolf will eat you.” I was quite good at being serious. Furfur took a sidelong look at me as I urged him in the place only we could hear, “play along, please? For me?” After an overdramatic sigh, he raised his lips in the slightest snarl. I beamed my enthusiastic appreciation through the bond between us. I had forgotten about my face, which had broken out into a triumphant smile. This I quickly smothered as I returned to the game at hand. “Or,” my eyes gleamed with pleased mischief, “you can pay the toll. It’s up to you.” I shrugged, conveying practiced nonchalance. I could certainly get used to playing games that were crafted in my favor. - - - @ RE: Dreams have never made my bed - Locke - 02-09-2020 RE: Dreams have never made my bed - Aspara - 02-28-2020 I liked to dance. I liked to be moved by music, and it seemed to me the most natural thing in the world; swaying like a reed in the breeze, or swirling like a riptide. The game we played was not unlike dancing. A little give, a little take. A flow, a pulse. Like blood, I suppose, but if there was any red to the scene it was forgotten. All I remember is gold and white and green. Scars and feathers and charm. He was not wrong, about everyone deserving to be distrusted. Papa tried to teach it to me. For your safety, he said, you can’t trust anyone you don’t know. But it was a lesson that some defiant seed in me refused to learn. And even though I looked sidelong and suspicious at the golden boy, I already felt safe with him. The problem was this: I was not very good at not being myself. This ruse I had put on, this portrayal of a girl louder, bolder, more careless than myself, it could never last. It wanted to fade, and it took a lot of energy for me to keep appearances going. To skim the surface of conversation, to banter when my natural inclination was to dive deep. But then I saw an opportunity to align my two selves: the lonely girl and the story teller’s daughter. I snorted. “Well fine. If all you have is your tongue, you will have to pay me with a story.” I carved a delicate frown into my expression. Something disappointed. It was surely at odds with the spark in my eyes. “It better be a good one,” I said with an air of haughty expectation. “Or I’ll set my wolf on you. Unfortunately for you, he quite likes bones.” I nudged Furfur with my leg, and with a heavy sigh he wagged his tail as if in excitement. "And to prove I'm no roadside thief, I will escort you to the court. Or wherever it is you're heading." The court proper, the night markets, the seaside, the mountains... wherever his destination in Denocte, I could guide him there with my eyes closed. Despite my young age, this was my country and I knew it like the skin on my back. @ |