Look Forward... Trust Yourself... Find Peace
Pol sighed as she gazed around her. This was insane. Why would her sister want to see her? They had been so angry and hurt, so emotional at their last meeting. Heck, Pol wasnt sure if she was ready to face her beloved big sister yet. The young mare pinned her ears and shut her eyes, leaning against a wall so that she was out of the way as she fought through the anxiety that gripped her. Her destroyed tail was tucked around her legs and she was panting softly at the emotional overload that was sweeping through her.
The last meeting... well and first technically... had gone as she had expected. Bel had gone from being horrified at the sight of her to defensive and emotional, while Pol had been stuck purely in an emotional whirlwind. Hopefully that big brute was nowhere to be seen. The younger Treader wasnt sure she could handle the judgement that had been in those golden eyes.
Sucking in deep breaths, Pol struggled through the fear and worry. After a solid five minutes of panic, she found herself able to open her lavender eyes and see the court around her. She had been heading to the hospital, wanting to speak to the medics there about more formal training. The moment she stepped into the court, she had remembered that this was the area where her sister called home. At first, the younger mare had walked through, curious to see the equines that called this court home. And partially curious as to if she would see her sister. Then she wanted to see Bel. And then came the panic attack.
Stepping from the shadows, she continued into the court, asking about her sister here and there with no success. Pol found herself stopping out of the way and gazing about her once again. "Bella?" Her voice was a breath on the wind, no force behind it. She was beginning to feel incredibly stupid for even trying, though at the same time she was afraid to give up.
@Below Zero
Notes: drama queen >.>
