The sun and its consistency was equal parts mocking and reassuring.
He began, finally, to think he understood why so many worshipped the sun god with such fanaticism. It was nothing as simple as what he had once assumed. It was not about asking for kindness, for deliverance from the worst of the scorching summer days or a kiss of warmth in winter. It was not about stupidity, not the natural conclusion of a downtrodden and illiterate people scrambling for something-- anything-- bigger than themselves.
He came to think the sun God was so compelling to the people because of consistency. Because the world could unwind itself into madness and filth and chaos and the same sun would continue to rise every day. Indifferent. Consistent. It was a taste of the infinite, a puzzle we hoped to solve with faith.
His thoughts on the matter changed very slowly, so slowly that he had not realized they were changing, had not realized they were there at all until he was changing, all of him passed over in great big brushstrokes of colors he had never before considered, for he quite liked the stark beauty of the world in greyscale. He had a lot of time to think these days, alone (so very, neatly, sharp-edged alone) and outcast from his country, whose king he meant to kill.
Hunger has driven Eik to the seaside cliffs, where scrawny grasses manage to... well,not fluorish but survive, at least, thanks in no small part to the fog that rises off the water each morning. The pickings are slim and hard won, but make a far easier meal than skinning and eating a cactus. At first he does not notice the eyes on him, until they stare and stare and he slowly drifts toward them as he forages and eventually there is nothing he can do except to notice those strange, intelligent eyes. He meets them with his own depthless black gaze, and finally snorts with a shake of his head. "Yes?"
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OOC:@Nizizi I hope this is okay <3 unfortunately Eik is a grump these days. feel free to throw Only at him if you'd prefer! Set in Solterra at some seaside cliffs.
In the training he went through as a boy, they said repetition
repetition re-pe-ti-tion
is what made killers of warriors.
They said you had to make the movement second nature, so that in a fight all you had to do was turn off your mind and let your body do what it knew how to do.
But for as long as he could remember, Eik could cleave his mind in two-- and that is how he became a killer. Because when swinging fists and lashing out with teeth, a part of him could always be elsewhere. Away to where the sea crashed violently against the shore, or where the grass grew tall as his shoulders. It made him good at what he did, because he did not have to rely on repetition. Half of his mind could improvise, could expedite, and the other half could be far away, spinning cobwebbed poetry.
Perhaps this skill of his, this half-here half-elsewhere nature, is what drew that strange magic into his veins. Although he also wonders, sometimes, if he was drawn to the magic and not the other way around. (always pondering the chicken and the egg, this one. always churning circles in search of the line. never content with a damn thing)
He's doing it again, right now, that splitting of the mind, and even as his attention draws to the stranger part of it is elsewhere, opening and closing doors made of stormclouds. Until the stranger bares its teeth and it strikes him that this creature is perhaps not Horse as he first thought.
Suddenly, the two halves combine and she has all of his attention. It is too late.
"What the--"
He dodges one-- no, two fish. The others slap his chest and shoulders with strange, soft squelching sounds (not at all familiar like the dull thud of hooves slamming into him) almost musical as they hit in quick succession. He is more shocked and confused than hurt, and the way the creature skitters off reminds him of a wounded animal-- and he realizes, as they retreat into the fog, they are wounded.
His magic reaches out instinctively and skims the top of the creature's mind without his command. It is as thoughtless as the beating of the heart. She (she?) is mostly things unknown to him. Flecks of stardust (which is dull and grey, not the shimmering dust of fairytales) and a wild, swaying darkness and-- there, something familiar, something slick and dark and slippery-- fear.
She is afraid of him.
"Wait--" he calls out gently, reaching out his magic to plant the seed in her mind: wait. It is a command that she will not hear but her body will. He reinforces it with a calm energy (he was good at calm) and a suggestion of trust. He steps forward just until he can see her again through the lazy fog. "You're hurt," he speaks slowly. His magic takes root in her mind and shows her a picture of a wounded tree, bleeding sap. The sap thickens and stops and the wound slowly grows over with new bark. Healing. "I can help you," his magic whispers to her mind.
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@Nizizi that reminds me of this hyperlapse of the future (a 30 minute video but well worth it!)