Being so alone most of the time had it’s draw backs. It wasn’t that she wanted to always be on her own, it just sort of happened lately. She hadn’t really seen her friend in sometime, and she wondered about them. They had been her saving grace bring her to the Night Court after the deaths of her parents after all. Still even to this day she felt shame and guilt she hadn’t been there to help her parents. Stupid to think a mere babe of almost two could have saved them alone, but still the what ifs always seemed to flood her head. No longer though did she voice such what ifs. Everyone probably headed her saying them over and over again anyways. There was a point when she probably just seemed like a broken record. For the most part it seemed like everyone was leaving her alone now, or perhaps it was she who was staying away from the others? In any case her boredom was driving her crazy, so when she had heard word of a party the pink eyed women became curious. She would have to travel off of Night Court land though. That was something she hadn’t done in a long time. In fact the last time she had been off the land was that night.
Shaking her head of the thoughts had been a hard thing to do. Clearing her mind and not letting her emotions linger for too long was something she needed to work on doing more often. Still the journey to Delumine and the Dawn Court seemed like a long one. She was hungry and tired by the time she had finally arrived. Not knowing the way she had caught the scent of someone within the Night Court and followed it. She couldn’t really tell whose scent it was though for there seemed to be a number of smells around her. That and the whole time she never saw the other.
Finally she reached the festival, and the area was pretty. Lanterns fluttered their soft glow, and the gentle hum of fun hung in the air. Making her way around the trees, and through all the strange faces Sunkissed became very tense. This was a bad idea. What if one of these equines had killed her parents? That thought made her stop within the shadows and the girl became very stiff. She had let the what ifs hit her again, and this time they hit like a tree falling on her head. Her breathing became heavy, if not a bit shallow as she had a mini panic attack.
It was only the words spoken from another about something the other women was eating that broke her from her state. Pink eyes peered over as the girl seemed to not see her within the shadows and Sun smiled very faintly. Lips parting she looked at the girl who she thinks she has seen around Denocte before. Her head just wasn’t very clear at the moment so if she knew her or not well that was a different matter altogether. “You...made off like a bandit.” Her words slipped gently from her pale lips as she looked at the platter the other girl hand with her.
Shaking her head of the thoughts had been a hard thing to do. Clearing her mind and not letting her emotions linger for too long was something she needed to work on doing more often. Still the journey to Delumine and the Dawn Court seemed like a long one. She was hungry and tired by the time she had finally arrived. Not knowing the way she had caught the scent of someone within the Night Court and followed it. She couldn’t really tell whose scent it was though for there seemed to be a number of smells around her. That and the whole time she never saw the other.
Finally she reached the festival, and the area was pretty. Lanterns fluttered their soft glow, and the gentle hum of fun hung in the air. Making her way around the trees, and through all the strange faces Sunkissed became very tense. This was a bad idea. What if one of these equines had killed her parents? That thought made her stop within the shadows and the girl became very stiff. She had let the what ifs hit her again, and this time they hit like a tree falling on her head. Her breathing became heavy, if not a bit shallow as she had a mini panic attack.
It was only the words spoken from another about something the other women was eating that broke her from her state. Pink eyes peered over as the girl seemed to not see her within the shadows and Sun smiled very faintly. Lips parting she looked at the girl who she thinks she has seen around Denocte before. Her head just wasn’t very clear at the moment so if she knew her or not well that was a different matter altogether. “You...made off like a bandit.” Her words slipped gently from her pale lips as she looked at the platter the other girl hand with her.
Tags: @MILA
Notes: Sorry for the icky, still trying to get into her.
